dear.
dearest
you're turning my hair yellow with summers
and what can i do about it
what is there to want to save
and to save from what
why rescue
perish in the snowfall
it's your name carried on ships' masts.
-
burning rocketfuel where will i find you
sitting then cascading across my
blue hands
oh you are indecisive in your desires
-
cold, my scarf ripped off.
i've lost my glasses,
barrier and all.
my hair never lets itself hang across
brows
i am so fucking naked.
-
aching thru space it's captain without
a ship
finding burden and booze
moonrocks and vile space hookers
and green monsters who grow seductive
vegetable
standing in
the photo lab today
i was bare and frightened
and realized my inadequacies
how they're as much a part of me
as unwanted hair or bugs
useless efforts tie my ankles and hang me from
sturdy oak trees
and the trees don't weep for me
and their golden clothes fall to the ground
before i take any notice
it is late and my heart throbs willingly
but stops and i cough out my lungs into a pile of tan leaves.
I'm eternally on my last legs
--public transportation
--cold water.
It's all the same
each Sunday Night
and if i escape it's too soon.
rearranging the fundamental structure of my day;
twisting each pivotal point until it
wraps comfortably around my left leg
like a sick dog.
blue corpses scream to me the stories of your hair as they trembled in its burning wake
flickering bottlecaps and ragged fingernails hang from your neck and choke your throat in the apocalyptic sunrise of a friday morning.
trembling 2part water 1part gelatin and my eyes fall out
your sporatic smile is 50thousand confederate soldiers boiling in a pot of soup for some headhunter's dinner,
be the prize i put on a stake in my front yard to ward others off
(incessant la-la-la-ing takes place here, when in the context of a song. i've always felt that good songs have the la-la-la down.)
my heart, an apple, goldfish bowl, vanilla sandwich coo
santa monica blue transport by musicalgraves, literature
Literature
santa monica blue transport
#1
i'm meant to break------this mold confining me
it is rich, treacherous
with metal spikes adorning
its interior
covered in my own scarlet blood
it pours into the callouses on my fingertips like suburban pools
-----thick in wealth, barbecued confusion
#2
I haunt toystores looking for men with plastic legs and girls with cellophane hearts
tell me stories about our dreams as we are held down into our nightmares.
i'll listen intently, my love.
#3 (her skirt flaps in the breeze)
strictly i wil read between the lines on your "Nude" stockings. they will rot, like vegetables.
Current Residence: Apartment. Favourite genre of music: - Favourite photographer: diane arbus Operating System: windows? MP3 player of choice: winamp Favourite cartoon character: carl Personal Quote: probably something about bitches and/or their shit which i probably stole from jack.
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